an unholy hour.

Though it may not be obvious to those of you who have never met me, i have relapsed. I once was quiet motivated. I woke up early. I didn't head head straight for the computer. I even opened the window and let the warm sunlight in. Those day are long gone. Now i simple cant sleep, so i spend my time surfing the web, only to find meaning less time wasters. well, now it's time. I'm using this blog to hopefully hold me accountable. this blog is my faceless name less nag-less (hopefully)accountability partner.

Today, i gathered together all my lose magazine pages that i have collected over the years, and am currently in the long boring process of filling them and organizing them to create the perfect handbook of everything I as a woman want and need to know. containing everything from Beauty, heath, home decorating, tips for every day life and even those encouraging articles that help to boost your self esteem and let you know that your not alone.... yeah i read those ones a lot. So at least for tonight, i felt like i accomplished something. Small goals right? well that's what this was for me, a small victory. Hopefully more of those to come...hopefully

much love

Emily