driving under the influence of awesomeness!

though the day started out one day then quickly changed to me have a bad mood for no reason at all, good or bad, suddenly i felt free, independent, light spirited and mature. i felt like i could be on my own and not only survive perfectly but also be happy! it was a wonderful feeling, tho having to drive with my dad to the store just to pick a few things i needed was a bit of downer. i cant want until i can drive all on my own. i've gotten to this point where driving is like all i think about, 3 months ago i couldn't care less about driving and now all i want is the freedom to drive all alone. i wonder why i never got a permit sooner. but im glad i waited. i feel so ready. this feels like the birth of a new Emily, and Emily i want to last for ever. up to who ever reads this to hold me to that at least until the year is out. got that?